A battle within is a true vision of a person's mind in turmoil. My imagination has always been forever streaming my thoughts. Great ideas and vision, inspirations and creativity have been much entwined in my life.
For some reason, that I am still struggling with, I will turn away from defending or justifying my ideas and thoughts. If any negative comments are made, I turn away from my thoughts, the very thoughts and ideas I had felt were so great.
I suppose it could be an insane search for optimal approval. What ever detours me from my ambitions so easily is something that must be addressed. No longer do I wish to shy away from things that make me happy. To stand up for what I think and feel is something that must happen.