I am going to do it but I shouldn't
Only doing what I need to do
Only wanting to get over this hump
I want to look amazing
I want to cry, fall into a hole
I want to be confident
I want to be healthy and uncontrollable
If good or bad, life spins us around. There is no winning Just being
I have not been to war But the machine guns in my head ruin my thoughts Woven in silk; I have a destiny A web of directions I chose to ...
I am up for it, I really want it, I have prepared for it Only doing what I need to do Only wanting to get over this hump I want to look...
When the doors you open, trying to escape Open to Darkness Open to Emptiness Open to Sadness Open to a Storm Open to Nothingnes...